Id Die too win Cause I was Born To lose

This lil thingy

2004-10-15T00:07:04Z

You are the color red. You are the most
controversial of all the colors. You are often
easily angered, but as easily as you got
excited, you come down. When angered, do you
have the tendency to be malicious? Afterwards,
do you end up begging for forgiveness? Maybe.
But you're incredibly generous, and, odd
enough, needy. You love to hate, and
sometimes, you hate to love. This color
describes you as generally edgy. When in a bad
situation, you're pessimistic, and when you're
in a good situation, you're extremely
optimistic. You're painfully tempermental, and
sometimes it hurts the ones you love. But with
an exciting and stimulating attitude, you enjoy
talking to people and being social. But aside
from your bold and outgoing attitude, you're
attention-needing and attention-getting. This
color is associated with lust and desire--and
you are both lust and desirous. You're a
protective person when it comes to the people
you love. You're incredibly sharp-witted and
powerful (not to mention intelligent!).

What color are you? (Amazingly detailed & accurate--with pics!)
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weird...

2004-08-17T20:22:06Z

Conditioning for soccer!

2004-08-02T04:58:54Z

well yeah tomorrow is conditioning for soccer and yeah its freakin august this sucks! cause schools almost back again... BLEH! yeah well.. umm yesterday, David came over and he got a ford explorer so we drove around went and ate a TACO BELL (best fast-food) but anyways then we picked up toph and brian and went too Beamers and played lazer tag lmao its so fun! anyways! yeah.. then we dropped toph off then picked up a basket ball at brians and went and played basket ball there was two ppl there soo we played with them a game of 21 and IIIIIIIIIII WON of course.. pshhhh lol jk! anyways then brian left and me and david played a game agains them too and we lost.. but oh well! it was fun anyways then we went too brians again and hanged out there and just sat around then we went home david spent the night we played spider man 2 for a lil bit and then i went too bed.. THE END of yesterday today i did shit shit shit and then i took a shit then i did more shittttttt went on the computer talked too friends.. and DID THIS! w00t w00t! yess well.. its benn fun! hopefully when tryouts come along i make the soccer team.. PRAY FOR ME BABY!

I LOVE YOU KRISTEN! < you know u like it *wink*

So guys!

2004-07-30T07:58:58Z

Welllll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its been fun! today i guess... i went too the store.. and i went too the market.. and I like trees!!! i like walks on the beach! anddddddd a lil strawberry says hi! well then.. We love you! i dunno. do u need a hug! cause i need my backscratched and it would be really helpful u did that for me! ummmm I like too dance and sing! at the same time! its amazing.. HAVE U EVER TRIED SAYING LAUGHING OUT LOUD OUT LOUD AND YELLING IT AS HARD AS U CAN IT SOUNDS PRETTY FUNNY! umm yeah this is a lil wacko just like Tabacco! ummm........................ I like taco bell! and i like pineappleS! cant forget about rice!!!!

I LOVE KRISTEN FROM THE TOP OF MY LUNGS TO THE BOTTOM OF EYES TOO THE BOTTOM OF MY FEET TOO THE TOP OF MY FOREHEAD TOO THE BOTTOMG OF MY NOSE TOO THE TOP OF MY HEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

byebye *waves*

I Got Too See Her!!

2004-06-22T02:28:44Z

Well yes Finally after two weekends and a week without seeing my love! hehe
and oh yes it was wellllllll worth it.. *wink* ooooo mmmmm!!!!!! i cant wait until we hang out again! MUAH MUAH MUAH MUAH over and over again! soo anyways! I missed kristen sooooo much! GOD!!!! well first school was finally over! we can all agree that was great! but kristen got sick the last day of school... i mean what are the chances.. anyways so she was sick for awhile until thursday it finally started going away.. but then i went to my best friends b-day party and spent the night. then I decided to keep him company up north so i went with him to caseville which we just worked all day and i missed the hell out of kristen.. Waaaa! but then i finally came home and she came over and we.. well u can imagine! anyways! I Love That Girl So Freaking Much! AHHHH Its like passed overwhelming they dont even have a word, thats how much and thats alot of love!!! well yeah Today was a GREAT day.. Well now im waiting for her sexy butt too get online.. which i doubt.. *Tear*

I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH

TONS N TONS N TONS OF LOVE!!!

Whoa

2004-06-21T16:37:31Z

She fooled all of her friends into thinking she's so strong, but she still sleeps with her
light on, and she acts like It's all right on, as she smiles again her mother lies there sick
with cancer, and her friends don't understand her, she's a question without answers, who feels
like falling apart. She knows, she's so much more than worthless, but she needs to find her
purpose, she wonders what she did to deserve this and..

She's calling out to you, this is a call; this is a call out, ' Cause everytime I fall down, I
reach out to you, and I'm losing all control now, and my hazard signs are all out, I'm asking
you, to show me what this life is all about.

He tells everyone a story, because he feels his life is boring, and he fights so you won't
ignore him, because that's his biggest fear, and he cries, but you'll rarely see him do it. He
loves, but he's scared to use it. So he hides behind the music, cause he likes it that way. He
knows, He's so much more than worthless, he needs to find the surface, because he's starting to
get nervous.

He's calling out to you, this is a call; this is a call out, ' Cause everytime I fall down, I
reach out to you, and I'm losing all control now, and my hazard signs are all out, I'm asking
you, to show me what this life is all about.

Have you ever felt this way before? 'cause I don't wanna hide here anymore. Take me to place
where nothing's wrong and thanks for coming, shut the door. They say someone out there sees us,
Well if you're real then save me Jesus, cause I've been here for far too long. I wasn't meant
to feel alone.

I love you kristen!

Shrek 2!!

2004-05-22T15:11:03Z

Well Yesterday I had so much fun! ahhhh me and kristen went to the movies well first she picked me up and we went to mjr but it was sold out and kristen didnt wanna see any other movie so we called her dad and he picked us up again and we went to AMC 30 and then we got a show at 9!! it was sold out after but we got their fast enough hehe! and then we bought some pop and nachos mmmmmm! and the movie was so funny/good oh god! lmao! You people should see it! honestly! well yeah thats about it!

I Love you So much Kristen!! AHHHH!
MUAH! sorry u barley got any yesterday.. :(
but next time you will! hehe

No School!

2004-05-18T14:35:07Z

No school today cause a water main break!!! yay!!

but im bored..

*yawn* and tired..

yeah....

Wanna do something??!!!?!??!

ok...

Hoping!

2004-05-08T16:53:13Z

Well I Woke up today and cleaned alot because Kristen is supposed to come over so she better!!! grrrrr! well yeah hmm plans today:

Watch the last samurai
hang out
play some games
eat taco bell
then watch w/e movie is left
stuff... ;)

Well yeah thats gonna be cool/Fun!
Ill make another entry when kristen does come over!

I miss you kristen..
(Cant Wait)

Today Is Tomorrows Yesterday

2004-04-25T02:54:30Z

Well today i stayed home allllll freakin day! talked about stuff i dunno my niece came over and i played hide and seek and stuff i played guitar for a bit talked to my baby doll and watched t.v yesterday i see the whole ten yards with my bro it was Hilarious!!!! i recommand it (yeah im making fun of u kristen *wink*) yeah well anyways i think im gonna go
but yeah

i miss you kristen and
I love you too..

Random Lyrics.. boredem..

2004-04-13T15:13:47Z

i'm just a normal man
i wouldn't hurt nothing at all
but here we are

our leaders have a plan
i'd only kill if it's for them
now here we are

i drove in a car and flew in a plane
to come to your house and kick your door in
now it's down to this, it's just you and me
i'll blow your fucking head off for my country

All these tears that I've cried
You must be tired of taking care of me but
Its what you do best and
I'm a liar cause really its what I need

everybody needs to find their own way through life
everybody needs to find their own way

i try
to be the man i am
in times of broken lives
and shattered dreams and plans
standing up to fight
the pressures and demands
staring at the knife
and holding in your hand
what used to be your life

this world is crazy
my dreams are fading
i want my life

you fight
your fucked up holy wars
fire anti-christ
jesus will come down
and help us win tonight
now how should i feel
i think i feel alright
so tell me where to aim
i'm blinded by the light

and when i wake up you'll be here
and it will be the way it was

pretty outside!

2004-04-12T16:30:38Z

Well Here comes another day of spring break! wahooo I was happy I didnt have school today or the whole week! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hmm well i dont have no plans today but its really beautiful outside, looks like it to me! so i think im gonna work out today and then go play some games or something!

Is Me And Kristen A Hot Couple Or What?!?!

Fun Time!!

2004-04-11T15:11:14Z

Yeah well.. Kristen came over again.. and we set a record.. hehe anyways!
we watched cheaper by the dozen and a couple other movies we were going to walk to 711.. i dunno what happened there.. yeah.. well then we started watching texas chainsaw massacre but her dad came to pick her up :( then i was sad cause my bed was all empty and lonely *tear* yeah well then i came online and talk to lindsay and she helped me do all this wonderful stuff to my Journal so Thank you lindsay! anyways! yeah well i think thats about all except We Had chinesse yesterday and me and kristen were craving that and thats what my parents got! they read our minds! it was so good! the plate was like overflowing and we like scrapped that plate lol but then i got a stomach ache.. but it was goooooooooood! yeah hmmm.. i woke up today and had pancakes! yay! so thats about it guys!

~I Love You So Much Kristen~

< > Happy Easter Everyone < >

something fun.. (stole it hehe..)

2004-03-24T20:41:50Z

1.Am I cute?:
2.Am I hot?:
3.Am I sweet?:
4.Am I crazy?:
5.Am I loveable?:
6.Am I funny?:
7.Am I annoying?:
8.Am I daring?:
9.Am I a good person?:

+WOULD YOU+
10. Hug me?:
11. Miss me if I was gone?:
12. Listen to my problems?:
13. have sex with me?:
14. Be a good friend?:

+WOULD YOU+
15.Ever go out with me?:
16.If you already have would u do it again?:
17.Kiss me?:
18.Marry me if u could?:

+HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW ME?+
19 When's my birthday?:
20 How old am I?:
21 What school do I go to?:
22 Do i have any siblings ~> names?? :
23 Who is my most current ex?:
24 Who is my best friend?:
25 Who am i crushing on/dating?:
26 Favorite song/songs?:
27 Favorite music group?:

+IF YOU COULD+
28 Hook me up with someone who would it be and why?:
29 Do one thing with me what would it be and why?:
30 Drop me one piece of advice, what would it be?:

+JUST A FEW QUESTIONS+
31 What do you love about me?:
32 What do you hate about me?(seriously):
33 What is my best quality?:
34 If you could change one thing about me what would it be?:
35 What is your honest opinion of me?:

Fun Night

2004-03-14T20:31:43Z

Well kristen came over and we watched cold creek manor and stuff it was pretty fun!
well i made spaghetti for her but my family is gay and they like ate it all so it sucked.. well yeah i made more but only enough for me and her.. but yeah we were still hungry so my mom made some food and then we watched over board but we got kicked out of my room so we went into my brothers room and that was fun and then we layed together on his bed yeah then she went home and i missed her. well yeah thats about it! byebye

Concert..

2004-03-13T21:57:48Z

Well I went to the From here on out concert with moe, yeah pretty fun!
i like the audition even though moe didnt lol but its all good
yeah and boats came on and mario is fucking nuts and almost hits us with his guitar jesus!
ill know next time to go stand by cam or something cause yeah that was jays last show! soo yeah all you then didnt go missed out!! well yeah thats about it i guess..

WOULD YOU WANNA LIVE FOREVER?

Weekend Fun!

2004-03-07T22:52:03Z

Hello, everyone!

well Friday was the best day out of all the days over this weekend..
because, of course, I was with Kristen! hehe well yeah we went to the movies with rachel, one of kristens old friend and jason.. rachel brought some other kids but they didnt seem to talk much.. anywhoo! we seen starsky and hutch which by the way was so funny! oh god! the dragons lmao! owen: what the hell was that? the chinesse kid doing a flip lmfao! oh god so funny! I suggest you go see it!!!!! NOW!!!! then yeah we talked a lil bit after then we left.. the next day i went to the mall with my brother and his gf because i wanted to go out somewhere yeah so we end up going to great lakes then after going to dennys.. then we came home I called up my baby and we talked for a bit then we hanged up and she went to bed.. my brother asked if i wanted to go to the movies again and i said sure they wanted to see starsky and hutch so i just seen it again lol! but we all got child tickets so we onbly paid 5.50 hehehe! cause those machines u can choose what kind of ticket u want very fun! hahahah! so it was funny as before and then we went to mejers and got some ice cream then walmart and my brother his gf and his friend went somewhere and yeah so i was walking around.. then i seen them again so i caught up with them anyways! then it was lik 12 so we left and dropped off drew came home i went online talked to some people and then went to bed.. i woke up today and ate some breakfest.. came online and talked to some people and kristen thennnnnnn i called her and now im back online sooo anyways thats my weekend! i still didnt do my intro to my speech lmao! yeah well i gtg byebye everyone!

I loveee you sweetie!

Oh and in 9 days its me and kristens year! hehe! so make sure you congrat us in 9 days! :p

Fun

2004-02-01T05:39:28Z

Stolen from ashely!

1. gimme me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. love me or hate me?
3. how long have you known me?
4. when and how did we first meet?
5. what was your first impression?
6. do you still think that way about me now?
7. what do you think my weakness is?
8. do you think I will get married and to who and why?
9. what makes me giddy?
10. what makes me weep?
11. what reminds you of me?
12. if you could give me anything what would it be?
13. have you ever wanted to get with me physically?
14. when's the last time you saw me?
15. ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. who do i want to kill?
17. describe me in one word.
18. describe my personality in one word.
19. do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?

Sleeping..

2004-01-31T03:10:40Z

I slept alllllllll day long.. HAH!! cause I was so tired

well school was boring as usual. Nothing special really today I slept, ate, worked out and now im on the internet! Yup! well i guess that was my day haha so im gonna go now before i waste more time..

I love you Sugar butt! lol!

Cool

2004-01-28T00:37:49Z

Well today I did Nothing! as usual, I hope we have no school tomorrow that would be so cool.. Most likely not Because of are fagget ass mother fucking adminstrator are gay like that and need like 50 inches of snow just not to go.. I hope we get ice! that would be sweet Soooo lets pray! anyways!

Well yeah my school day was fun.. Just boring and I was so tired! God Lunch was fun though yeah Well anyways I guess ill go now soo Byebye!

Nightmare Before Christmas...

2004-01-02T04:17:20Z

You know so much about the nightmare before
christmas. You must research and study it as
much as I do. I have loved this movie since I
was a kid and studied it very hard.
Congratulations.

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Quiz!

2004-01-02T03:56:55Z

Morpheus

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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Sweet Ass!

2003-12-27T05:00:16Z

Yeah so today I got my cable Modem, and 257 ram which just doubles the ram for this computer making it super fast and now this computer kicks ass!!!!! and i love it. Anyway yeah I gtg soo bye bye

Love ya Sweetie!

Happy Holidays Everyone!

yeah..

2003-11-23T05:37:11Z

Hmm well didnt do anything today, when does that ever happen to me (sarcastic)

Yeah hmm I slept, played guitar, ate some shitty ass food that taste like crap! i gotta headache. I was so fucking bored that I wish I had homework just so I could do something.. wow.. stared at the clock for 30 mins stright.. drew a fucked up drawing but then threw it away.. messed with an orgami book for hours! took a long hot shower just so I could go to sleep faster to get this boring ass day over with.. and wake up to another gay day! what a Life!!! speaking of life I need one, really bad.. the best thing about my day was dreaming about i dont i forgot what i dreamt! haha but that wasnt funny at all so I dont know why I put that.. hmmmmmm Theres really nothing else to talk about even though there is Im talking to bruce and hes talking about how hes a bad ass and knocked some kid out even though he probably didnt cause EVERYBODY likes to lie.. but yeah isnt that just so! yes.. let me ask you a question just comment it.. Hows your life?

. . . .....

Best Time!!

2003-10-11T14:24:31Z

Ok well yeah yesterday (friday) we had speed day which is cool because each class goes by so fast anyways yeah after school i went home with kristen and we hanged out there for a bit.. then kristen drove me and her mom to wendys awww! then me and kristen bought some food mmmmm! that was soo good yeah well after that we went into halloween USA they have cool costumes there I guess and this guy with a chopped off head it was cool! then from there we walked to MJR theaters and watched SCHOOLofROCK
funny movie... Yeah then we got picked up by her mom and we went back to her house relaxed on the coach watched simpsons and then some of friends, the computer was free so we jumpped on it and i started playing that game.. i dunno but it was fun! BG II that it yeah anypoo then kristen took over (like she always does :-P) and started going online and we were eating some Jets pizza mmmmmm! and drinking some sprite and coke yummyness! and ya then we started messing around with her cam on the computer oh what funny times! that was so hilarious i almost died! anyways! then we picked up tonya to go to a haunted house place.. I thought the house was good! but the hayride sucked my dick! but the cider and doughnuts was soooo good! omg! MMMM!!!! yah then we tonyas dad picked us up and we all went home.. *sad day* but I was soo tired I felt like I was dreaming the whole time! hehe